1. Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?
    Anonymous

    No I’m not a big Beatles fan.

  2. infestation of my soul

    wounds that fester inwards

    destruction of a whole new kind

    from the inside out

    ripping pieces of my own soul

    to hand over to the gates of Hell

    taking chunks of my flesh with

    innocence torn forcefully

    from its safe dwelling

    marred by secrets

    blood I try to conceal

    stains my life

    try to remove my skin

    it doesn’t fit anyway

    entrapment

    from my own bed of lies

    drowning

    immersed in salt water

    with open wounds

    constant burning agony

    never forget these words you said

    you cannot be loved

  3. In Loving Memory of Matthew Allen Krueger

    I carry your smile with me,

    Along with that glimmering light in your eyes,

    That will never fade away.

    I’ve placed them in my heart,

    Streaks of sunshine through the clouds,

    Rays of hope through the dark.

    In my soul your spirit lives,

    Forever with me you will be,

    Guiding me through.

    Never will I be alone,

    For my greatest hope is knowing,

    Some day I will see you again.

    RIP Matthew Allen Krueger

    04/19/2012

  4. RIP Matthew Allen Krueger, you will be missed, 04/19/2012

    RIP Matthew Allen Krueger, you will be missed, 04/19/2012

  5. imperfections

    set in stone

    raw and bloodied

    corpse unknown

    one more girl

    beaten and broken

    once again

    truth unspoken

    hidden in shadows

    lies and deceit

    stolen innocence

    the final defeat

  6. the mask I wear every day

    is a thin layer of oil

    floating on the water

    so thin, so fragile

    yet so difficult to remove

    peel back the layers

    strip me down

    scrub away the hardness

    that encompasses my soul

    loving unconditionally is easy

    but what is needed is to

    restore my heart’s capacity

    to be loved

  7. delicately carve patterns

    in my skin

    leaving a permanent reminder

    of the damage you have done

    the gentleness of your touch

    makes the pain

    all the more unbearable

    ending would be a blessing

    instead slowly etch these

    carvings into my skin

    minute pricks of blood

    stain my life

    not bleeding enough to die

    but bleeding enough

    to live each day in agony

  8. I am your drug, your alcohol

    one more is never enough

    you are my kryptonite

    one time is too much

    I wish you were some unknown entity

    with no impact on my life

    yet you want to keep coming back

    for more

    no matter how much it breaks me down

    or how deep you cut me

    you keep coming back

    and I keep fighting to run away

  9. ashes dipped in water

    cover me in soot

    blacken out my features

    hiding in this darkness

    from an inevitable demise

    truly I’m just running

    from myself

    what’s scariest are the

    secrets I hold inside

  10. you spoke sweet melodies like honey

    from your forked tongue

    and I closed my eyes to listen

    drinking in every last note

    missing the darkness in your eyes

    soon those pure sugar tones

    turned to blades

    ripping through my flesh

    scarring every inch of me

    leaving nothing untouched

    and then I saw the darkness in your eyes

    the evil was hidden deep within

    you got what you wanted

    taking advantage of me

    then walked away leaving me

    to live with the darkness of your eyes

    haunting me forever

About me

I'm just an average college kid, nothing special or extraordinary. My dream is to simply make a difference in a few lives and if I can do that, than I have done something worth while.
My poetry is all 100% real and written by me. It is all driven by my personal experiences. I speak out in poetry because it's the only place I can and I speak for those who have not been able to find their voice yet.

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